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Monday, February 25th, 2008
4:44 pm - they're gonna use you and abuse you
 your heart-shaped glasses are what attracted me.
they wrangled me up with rope, and i couldn't break free.
as you walked up and down my heart,
your eyes felt like heart-shaped darts.
they pierced through my being,
and it's you who i'm seeing.
you remind me of this angel i met,
everything had to be built on a set.
there was nothing i could do to get her to walk my way,
and i just fell to the ground from where i stayed.
from my hotel window, i beckoned you.
from your vehicle, you didn't let me do.
you're in my head again,
and the only thing you're telling me is to sin.
i beckoned you
and you left me blue.

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Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
4:22 pm - what it do boo
You Act Like You Are 22 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

current mood: sleepy

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Monday, February 13th, 2006
2:22 pm - No! Stop! HELP!!!
Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @

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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
10:14 am - translucent fish eye
this song im listening to
makes me actualize the realities of the dimensions
turning around and coming down
falling in and bursting outward
swords and knives on the side
deep wounds and fleshing beams
drug fiends and alcoholics
with mullets and guns with bullets
bush and the nra

makes me feel anguising pain
its kinda driving me insane
but through the horror of terror
a light beams through and through
if you hold your breath, you turn blue
and if you look at the sky at dawn you see a hue
and if you get in your car in the morning, there is dew
and if you see a bird that had just flown
you know the world has already been known

current mood: perplexed

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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
11:32 am
my head is spinning.

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Monday, June 21st, 2004
12:16 am - in stereo
in stereo where found!


i think im broken
its okay to be broken
if you know how to use whats not broken
to your advantage
but then you come to points
like spears shoved into the ground
with their heads stretching out to the skies
and you wonder what to do next
if you should climb or kick them
and while youre standing or sitting
thinking about how to deal to next
with this thing in your path to your destiny

or eternity or whatever

so what if you werent the only one

current mood: indescribable

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Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
9:20 pm - fuck pistons!
good game good game

p.s. fuck pistons!

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12:07 pm
there a movie that i saw and i caught something from it

no, im not sick, but not entirely well
these dark days are so sad
i'll be better in the spring

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Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
12:31 pm - heehheehheeh
stolen from beedee

Which Family Guy character are you?

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12:12 pm - dream
i had a dream that my house sunk in mud
camping trip gone badCollapse )

current mood: groggy

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2:08 am
o/~ sun is shining in the sky
there aint a cloud in sight
it stopped raining
everybodys in a play
and dont you know
its a beautiful new day, hey hey
running down the avenue
see how the sun shines brightly in the city
on the streets where once was pity
mister blue sky is living here today hey, hey o/~

hey you with the pretty face
come play with me on this day

everybody learns their own way
as long as you dont let it fade

here i sit with my glass of wine
and feel how the world is so very fine

i listen to the tunes that ive come across
theyve shifted, turned, and tossed

and all i can say is HEY HEY
wont you come spend a day with me, HEY HEY

stuff about tonightCollapse )

current mood: annoyed

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Monday, May 31st, 2004
11:40 pm
STOP at venice

where do i begin
to describe the things i feel inside
when shall i start
to describe the dreams i have at large

current mood: curious

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Saturday, May 29th, 2004
11:09 am - dreams
i had a night full of dreams..
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current mood: groggy

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Friday, May 28th, 2004
4:55 pm
so i went grocery shopping
i bought like 15 pounds of pork spareribs
6 pounds of chicken breast
2 gallons of milk
1 gallon of orange juice
1 bottle of pinot noir
8 gatorade bottles
1 box of brownie mix
12pack of pepsi

i think thats it
im pooped

current mood: tired

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Thursday, May 27th, 2004
7:01 pm - quiz thing
Stolen from (insane) Eric: Stolen from Doll: Stolen from Rob:
x. Slept in your bed: noone besides me :(
x. Saw you cry: nobody
x. Made you cry: my family due to my cousins death
x. Spent the night with: Alma
x. You shared a drink with: my dad
x. You went to the movies with: Tasha
x. You went to the mall with: my dad
x. Yelled at you: can't recall
x. Sent you an email: headhunters

x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: they upset me at how stupid they can be!
x. Been to New York: yes, manhattan.
x. Florida: no
x. California: i live here, or there
x. Hawaii: no :(
x. Mexico: multiple times
x. China: no
x. Canada: i want to
x. Danced naked: dont think i have
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: lesbian sex :[
x. Had an imaginary friend: don't think so

x. Things you like in a girl/guy: creativeness, hotness.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
x. What book are you reading now: lj
x. Worst feeling in the world: too many to list
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: crazyness.
x. Future daughter's name: undecided
x. Future son's name: undecided
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: eh
x. What's under your bed: boxes of hardware
x. Favorite sport to watch: basketball
x. Current Age: 24
x. Siblings: a brother and a sister
x. Location: los angeles?
x. College plans: one day i'll have my degree
x. Piercings/tattoos: never!
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: now taking applications!

x. Do you do drugs: always
x. Who are you're best friends?: Erik, Jamie, Tasha, Chad, Miguel
x. What are you most scared of: pain and suffering
x. What clothes do you sleep in: pajamas and socks
x. Where do you want to get married: close to family
x. Who do you really hate: discrimination, racism, etc.
x. Been in Love: yes
x. What type automobile do you drive: lexus
x. Do you have a job: no, but looking
x. Do you like being around people: always
x. Are you for world peace: absolutely. free sex!
x. Are you a health freak: sorta
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: always :(
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: eh, i don't think so. maybe gotten angry!
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i guess. i like nice girls
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes
x. Are you lonely right now: sorta
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: yes
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: yes

x. Room in house: the one with the tv and computer
x. Type(s) of music: classic rock, rock in general, classical, blues, oldies, trance, house, drum and bass.
x. Color: blue
x. Perfume or cologne: not usually
x. Month: august

x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: liquor
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: always
x. Said "I Love You": no
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: maybe
x. Met someone new: not in the last 48hours
x. Moved on: yes
x. Talked to someone: yes
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: no
x. Fought with your parents: no

there. fucking long.

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3:24 am
ok, so i filled out this name thing.


Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator

and i took some pictures of my style.
i've been trying to decide what kind of haircut to get.
like if i should keep my hair as it is (which is pretty maintenance-free) just trim, or if i should go back to my usual short-spikey look.
i've also been thinking about growing out a mustache and goatee.

yes? no? maybe one, or the other?

current mood: awake

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Monday, May 24th, 2004
1:26 pm - mmm


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12:45 pm - funny shit
hahaha, i found this to be one of the funniest things this week!

hahaha so funny

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Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
11:50 pm - so long ago
i used to post a lot here. and it seemed as tho i needed it.

ive found enjoyment in taking pictures. lots of pictures of random events at random times in random.
i will be going on a trip out of the country with my dad. hopefully, i'll take some awesome culture-shocking pictures; perhaps of famine and disease! or perhaps of paradistic towns.

ive also found enjoyment in doing things that were unwillingfully drilled into me. things that i hated doing as a kid; damn these chores! i would say. but now these things are so easy and stressfree. like washing dishes, and cleaning up.
i've spent the last week cleaning up shrub that was created when a pine tree was knocked down.

i went to an art show yesterday. it was kinda eh, small. there were drinks, food, and entertainment. i got a nice glass of dark wine for a buck donation. some pretty twisted art tho. this one dude had many drawings of people with nails and axes in their heads and eyes. and the dude smiled at me! i quickly ran.

i love living in los angeles. so many things going on at so many times. but maybe there are better cities with the same qualities.
whut up

current mood: contemplative

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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
9:42 am - last night, i had a dream about you
so i had a couple of dreams i remember
one of them consisted of me living in a military state, where there was a civil war, and people would destroy houses and buildings for fun

so i was in this abandoned house throwning bouncing bombs. little bouncy balls that when they hit pavement, or something hard, it would explode.
i kept throwing them at the walls inside the house and things would disintegrate. but after a while, they wouldnt explode anymore. so i was worried that all of a sudden, all of them would explode and i'd get blown up.
my cousin was with me, trying to demolish the house. all of a sudden, the cop sirens are heard, and we split like a herd.
we went outside, and the landscape was massive; open green fields with houses scattered. we were driving a firetruck, so the cops ignored us being outside this demolished house.
but we run away none the less. but we were trapped in some type of garden maze, like the one at the getty museum. there were a lot of people walking around looking at the garden designs. so i managed to find a way out, through a fence and out a metal doorway. at the door, there was this dude with a hat taking tickets; but we had no tickets, so we snuck behind this family. keep in mind that the firetruck we were driving turned into a push/pull cart in the shape of a firetruck. so we looked like the rest of the familys kids.
we get out, and now we're at this penninsula with a lake at the bottom. now there were nazi's after us, so we jump into the lake trying to get to the otherside, with the pull firetruck. but we couldnt make it, so Arnold came to our rescue.
at the other end, Arnold was recognized by people, so they were taking his picture. luckly, he was so big that we didnt make the pictures. later on on the news, "arnold saves drowning kids" and you can see my shoulder on one of the pictures.

the second dream consisted of a field trip. the origin looked like my work place, but missing some walls. so everybody makes a line to get into the bus. but erik, tienshiao (coworker), and i were standing out of line, but the bus was leaving, so erik goes to the back of the line, and tienshiao and i cut everybody off and get to the front of the line.
we're on the bus, and we were driving through riverside. all of a sudden, we see gina and boomer walking on the street, so the bus driver stops to go talk to them. jamie is on the bus too, but she gets off to go talk to them. she comes back with ice cream made out of liquor. the bus driver is sitting in the back, and the front consists of a big window with a handle bar. so jamie and i are standing at the front for a while, eating ice cream, then she goes back to her seat, and i go talk to this little girl with a bag full of soda cans. i ask her for one, but shes like, "i drank them all"
we get to our destination and its a library in a cylinder-type building, with a stairway in the middle, and bookshelfs on the outside. we get to this conference room, and the teacher sits at the front. i sit on the second seat from the front cuz i cant hear, and jamie sits to the right of me, and this other dude sits on the left of me. jamies like, ive known this dude since elementary school. i was like, oh hi nice to meet you. then i wake up.

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